i stand guard at the door to the masculine heart

This is Lloyd. As discussed previously, he is a delicate little flower and very in touch with his feminine side. (And potentially also an alien - look at those eyes!) He takes care of his masculine heart space.

What is the masculine heart you ask? Well, it's kind of like the heart space (see tag and older posts) but its the heart within the inner masculine. So it's like the feminine within the masculine within the feminine. Mackenzie is getting real annoyed with me for being a gender essentialist but this has nada to do with gender. It's about the HEART space and the HEAD space and all the good gooey stuff in between (like your neck).

Like Yin & Yang. Energies. (See Macrobiotic Diet or Yin Yang). Everyone has an inner masc and fem within them - its just that if you are a man, the masculine energy is often more prominent and the fem fem is more prominent in women.

But as I'm not a fan of dualities, opposites, or gender, I broke it down even more, so now there are like entire inner families and generations and fictional kin. I even have an inner cross-dresser (he's a man who wants to be a woman). AND there's the neck space and the belly space. So there's a hell of a lot of space.

But the point of this post is that we all need to care for the masculine heart. It is okay to be sad Lloydie! The Raging Feminine Great Mama will protect you!